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i do not know what's wrong with this week? Manager change all the stuff's working schedule without telling us. Saturday night is the best time for working, because no boss at this time. So we will have fun. Well, and i can also work with ANdrew. However i do not need to work at this time anymore!! What the hell! Now i only need to work 6 hours a week... what's that?! Notbad, i have weekend now. But at present it seems like i do not need weekend... no one i want to spend weekend... Andrew is nice. Really nice.

Now i just feel funny. What is really a big deal? Now i feel relaxed, coz nothing will happen. They thought they beat each other phychologically. That's the best. Though they two looked so funny in our three's eyes. They are all nerds. They are all so boring. Even Zhen. There's no guy at present who I will be interested. Last night, When I was concerning about what would happen next, my roommate is taking PLANB. WHat the hell? She told me something about her. Her boyfriends once showed her naked photo to public and she had abortion once. I feel she is so tough. If i were her I don't know what I will do. I am so so scared when i know zhen told others about our affair. But now it seems like i already forgave him. I don't like the other guy either. Coz he knew the rumor is part of true. He told me all the things viciously. Selfishly saying, i don't want them to fight just because i don't want myself exposed. They are both abnormal people. I don't want to hate people. God knows everything. He knows how to deal with others. I don't need to pay attention. I concentrate on what i should do. Glorify god.

I was so shocked. I always felt i was so lucky. I found friends and have chilly. I found a job and I always have things to do. I am so cute that it seems I can even find my style boy. Never lonely. But now I am wondering. I doubt about myself again. Why I have shortcoming and weakness. Why I am not liked by him. I am so unbearable? Some of my friends said why u are crying depressed, "You really like him?" We live in the same dorm. I love the moment in the mid-night, after a busy day, we can talk or drink a little bit, enjoying music or movie. I can sit on the floor, lie on the bed. I can eat and make fun of other people. I do not know. I only know always feel comfortable staying with him. So I don't care what he looks like or his subtle flaws. I just really enjoy the moment we spend together. At that moment I feel tranquility. I don't want bother myself by the question such as "Is it too fast to keep a relationship" or something like this. I really don't care what other people are thinking about. But the result is that he thinks a lot and draws the conclusion that we don't match each other after three weeks. What the heck! I feel I lost an important friend. Shall we be friend anymore? I am afraid. It's really tough from what I know. I know I am tough. Though I feel hurt now. It's a lesson. I should learn something. I do not want to lose a friend.

There is a huge storm these days.

雨后的街道，清清爽爽。

照片拍出来的颜色很奇怪。

你能看到那条正在黯淡的彩虹吗？