you still have sand in your hair.
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What do you love? Say everything.
What do I love? Water? Fishnet ? your handwriting…My husband…
What do you hate most?
A lie.
What do you hate most?
Ownership. Be owned. When you leave, you should forget me.
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If one night, I didn’t come to see you. What would you do?
I’ll try not to expect you.
If it was very late I hadn’t shown up?
Then I’ll think there must be a reason.
You wouldn’t come to find me?
Mmm, that makes me wouldn’t want to come here…
Then I tell myself,
he spends all day searching,
in the night he wants to be found.
I do, I do want you to find me,
I do want to be found.
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You promise me.
I don’t wanna die here,
don’t wanna die in the desert.
You promise you will come back for me.
I promise I will come back for you.
I promise I’ll never leave you.
Every night I cut up my heart, but in the morning it’s full again.
Three days on foot,
I told her,
and three hours back by car.
Don’t go anywhere.
I’ll be back.
I’ll be back.
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My darling,
I’m waiting for you.
How long is a day in the dark?
Or a week?
Fire is gone now,
I’m horribly cold.
I really want to drag myself outside
and let it be in the sun.
I’m afraid waste the light in the paintings
while I’m writing these words.
We die,
we die rich with lovers,
and tribes…
Taste we have swallowed,
bodies we have entered,
and swam up like rivers.
Fears are hidden in like this reachless cave.
I want all of these marked on my body,
where the real countries with no boundaries drawn on the map,
the names of powerful man.
I know you will come and carry me out into the caressing wind,
that’s all I wanted,
to walk in such a place with you,
with friends,
Elysian without maps.
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The lamp’s gone out,
I’m writing in the darkness…