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我承认被wuli在在迷得晕头转向　导致blog荒废- -!!

   anyway, 孩子啊 我爱你^^

so sleepy today...and i felt that the school was so long>.< especailly the last two periods were both maths and followed by maths test...it was like....numerous centuries...

anyway, something happy had happened

got 17 for summary of 2003 end-of-year exam paper..how i wish that is this year's exam...then i can go home...but nvm, be confident...( i think janet must be thinking so as well..haha..)

got distinction for the australian maths olympiad..although it is not very good, but it is not bad right..jiayou...

lastly, someone agrees my suggestion today..celebration!

well, the EYE is coming...English paper is next Thursday...

i shall study HARDER!!!

Believe in myself...jiayou..i can do it (:

lastly, really looking forward to the 2-month holiday^^

I AM ALONE, WITH THE WHOLE WORLD OF STRANGERS.

although i knew that we couldnt control a lot of things, i just couldnt stand the sense of lonely, abandoned and despair. why the things and people i cherished all left me, without a sign.

i was so afraid. i was so willing to have magic, that i can protect my family and my friends.

the network in hostel went to crazy again..- - sigh...

so lame these days, i thought the good days were gone...end of year exam is coming..die die die...>.<

it is said that if we fail english we cannot go back china during nov and dec..sucks...how can it be huh? i am so afraid that i will fail...hope not....ahhhhh....and all the other subjects, chinese lit i havent even studied for a single item..and bio ssgeog, all those need to memorise what...so poor thing..

cheer up..

樱花花瓣，以每秒5厘米的速度飘落。

……

远野贵树

乘着地铁，心里的急躁也随着茫茫的雪景慢慢消散了。“明里，要是你早回去就好了。”忐忑地希望她没有再等，早早回到家里，依偎在暖炉边。虽是这样，却又止不住地幻想明里一个人在雪地里的情景。

等到贵树赶到车站已经是10点20分，比预定时间足足晚了4个半小时。自责，失望而又伤心的贵树，动作僵硬地走进了空荡荡的车站。

终于看见了，一个瘦小的身影蜷缩在候车室的长椅上，微微低着头，冻得绯红脸颊的在周围银得耀眼的一片里似彤云一般。面前的火炉上煮着什么，冒着白色的水汽。

……

筱原明里

忽然听到一声轻微的：“明里？”

明里慢慢抬起了头，脸上带着倦怠和失落，但更多的是惊讶。贵树，贵树学长终究还是来了。不可抑制地抓住他的衣角，任凭眼泪一滴一滴地打在手背上，瘦削的肩膀抽动着。两人都没有说话，空气也冻得结了冰。

明里拿出为贵树准备好的便当，隔着热腾腾的水汽，看着他满足的样子，眼泪又打起了转。两个孩子就这样温馨地度过了一晚，却不知道，有很多事，不是可以凭自己的意愿控制的。时间，才是永远是强者。

……

I fall thee.

才学来的一句话

纪念七夕。

finally we have juniors..yeah..

although i didnt plan to update a blog for celebrating this originally, while the other seniors are all full of love...k..i shall do so then...

actually we are waiting for you for too long!!!waiting for your food and so on...just kidding(: anyway, you were selected to come to singapore...hmmm..congratulations(: hope you all could find that you never regret and enjoy the life here..it was your choice, right? you are not a young child now...

come on, we will try our best to be helpful and useful..haha...

and our school Cedar, is a really good school, you will figure it out soon(:

ps:how i wish to have more and more NK juniors...

today me and huangqin went to watch Secrets after school...very very very touched...

actually the plot was just okay lah but then the last part made me so moved and tears just couldnt help rolling down my face..then i saw huangqin crying...i thought it was a bit funny to cry though, after that the movie was suddenly silent for a moment, i heard lots of people sobbing...

so touched...really

a nice movie(:

[k..give up...i admit that the outlook of the opposite sex is obviously different...i thought the heroine wasnt pretty while the guys all dun think so...forget it]

Amazing....i've slept from 3.30pm yesterday till this morning 8am...

jealous? haha...

just now when i checked my email, a email said that 'zy' has joined our class ( class in china, online ) i was wondering who was 'zy' then i clicked the link....after that i saw 'zy''s words: hello everyone, i am miss zeng...

oh my gosh....it was our form teacher =.=

actually i kept trying to contact with her for a long time but her phone no. and hp no. were changed...last time when i went back china, she was at home coz she gave birth days ago...however, i didnt know the way to her home and..right....i didnt have enough time ( is 2 weeks enough for me to eat and play in chongqing? of course NO!!!) >.< seriously, i bought chocolate for her but in the end, i ate it....(seriously?) k...i admit that i am over playful and lazy...

on the whole, i was extremely happy to find that 'zy' is miss zeng..yeah....I MISS HER A LOT..TRUELY...

very relaxed after geog test..Woohoo >.<

eventually i got the right type of the wireless network card for my laptop..so tough T.T...but i feel so angry tt the stupid wireless in our hostel doesn't allow to log in QQ ( in china we use QQ instead of MSN ^^ )...

yesterday got the leader investiture...very exciting except the last part...i mean, grace was announced the head PC (congrats)...certainly i am not against grace, but the thing is tt two out of three are from our class but in the end only got a vice head PC...>.<

anyway, congrats to yeeting, Jiayou u can do it...and jialing, all the best ^^

      (应广大群众要求，本人决定更新一篇。)

i decided to update my blog coz today is special...

LiangYing's new album UPDATE is released and her first concert is held today...so fantastic...although i am not in china hence i cannot get the album now...

one month has gone since we came back singapore, my snacks are already eaten up >.<

this term is so busy lah like crazy..almost every week got test...luckily the horrified english oral is gone ( mrs lam is very kind (:   )..

so messy...lots of things happened but dunno how to say...k...i'd better not neglect my blog for such a long time again...

this is the last blog before i leave for chongqing..

wuyue has already left..let's ignore her...hahaha

anyway, so excited...people!!! i am back!!!

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