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Born in the Eighties
album: the bigger picture
artist: Milow

I grew up in the 90's at least that's what I tried
looking for ways to be satisfied
I went to San Diego to try out my luck
came back 12 months later and again I was stuck
I felt like a goldfish stuck in a bowl
I was waiting for something that I could control
after 2000 no longer a kid
the world didn't end but something else did
when my father takes off I'm already 19
he wasn't as happy as I thought he seemed
if this is my screenplay I don't like my role
these are the things that you just can't control

although I feel a lot older I'm just 23
if you're looking for answers don't come to me
instead of a future I've got a guitar
but dreaming out loud won't get me far
still I feel I'm ready for rock'n roll
there might be something that I can control
by the time I hit 30 I'll have enough
of being a twentysomething in love
my friends will all be married or they will be gone
me, I'll still be wondering what's going on
if that's what it takes then I'll sell my soul
as long as there's something that I can control

one day I'll wake up and I'll be 38
doing the things I used to hate
the trick to forget the bigger picture is
when you look at everything in close-up as often as you can
our revolution is covered in mold
there's only so much you can control
this is no anthem because anthems are proud
and pride isn't something that this is about
I shouldn't care shouldn't care
but I do and that's sometimes too hard to bear
still walking the same road with my shoes full of holes
just waiting for something that we can control

if I ever reach 50 or 65
too early to tell if I'll still be alive
we were born in the 80's and now we are here
my generation's dream will disappear
I'm at a graveyard passing the rows
a silent surrender we'll never get close

this is my story you swallowed it whole
about us feeling the need to be in control

昨晚回去路上，迎着一路细雨微风，怀疑是不是有冰雹落下来。旁边韬哥说，冬天不可能有冰雹，因为没有强对流。手冷的厉害，没听懂也没在乎了。回到宿舍，刚回来没多久的小L提到外面确实是有点雪，果然。之前韬哥聊起世界最冷的首都是乌兰巴托，能到零下五十度。我想，左小祖咒的歌词大可以改成，“乌兰巴托的夜，那么冷啊那么冷，连雪都不知道我，不知道”。转念又想，胃疼的醉鬼严冬夜半流连旷野可能显得也有些不着调。

早上醒来，小L说外面下雪了。望窗外看，一片片未覆盖完全的白色屋顶。这世界疯了，北京也真老了。第一场雪落在没落完的黄色绿色的树叶上，越下越大。雪花漫空飘舞。竟有树叶落下来砸到脸上，感觉比雪花猛得多。路边两只小白狗，一只胖点的神情忧郁，另一只前前后后蹦蹦跳跳仿佛在逗它。到实验室，只顾着扑打衣上的雪，进了门，头发又湿了一遍。

生活是阴天傍晚一床缀不齐的梦。

去年今天白天考GRE，今年考试时间好像在昨天。昨天今天已不重要，总之是这附近，但前后确很不同。有人在准备六级了，有人在找工作，有人不想再考托福，有人已经基本放弃博客。有人早就说过无名的博客们死了。但正事很多，不是每一种情绪都值得记录。

刚要重阳，树叶掉的还比较慢，去年这时候树顶已经空的差不多了。有人半夜里几个人骑车回宿舍，有人三四点钟紧张的睡不着。而之后还是应该积极一点，先挨过去，快点把该干的事情做完，不做盲目担忧或者盲目乐观的害群之马。看这道理讲起来多么清晰。

仿照李志的说法，就算我再想起这些，又能意味着什么。在《来了》结尾，歌词是，“亲爱的兄弟，我还在唱歌”。

ps：刚看到醉钢琴这篇，推荐一下。

据说小狗前一阵子胖了些，最近貌似又瘦了。它平时喜欢守着着车子，在车子旁边，让它感觉安详。

   

不过它生活里醒着的时候，最主要的事是逛街。有时候跟人逛街，有时候自己走。

 

最近才知道这小东西不仅和人保持距离，和同类也保持距离，比如这个黑白的小狗。

 

有次它躲闪不及，留下了几张舍内照。第二张里仿着老黄相机里一张照片，照的有点花，小狗很喜欢。对照片好好舔了两下，扬起头一如照片里的姿势。

   

到家两年多，小狗看上去一直没怎么变老。上个小狗在它这个年纪，已是几个小东西的母亲。大概心无挂碍是保持青春的途径之一。

ps：上篇里提到的九月并非没有，在新专辑里名字叫做《结婚》，而且与老狼万晓利合唱，听来真是意外。

李志的新专辑里竟然没有九月。

这个九月快快慢慢，就过来了，抽抽两句准备晚上回家。