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Today I went to play badminton with friends in FPA. I have several friends. Though we are not so familiar. Just several times we spent together. I think we got known each other quite well. Especially a boy---timid, kind and warm-hearted. Because I feel surpass him in many ways, like the utterance, self-control and so on. I am quite friendly and easy with him. I like the feeling of being with a little brother. But the other boy, his attitude made me don't know whether to laugh or cry. He thought my "little brother" maybe fall in love in me. That's ridiculous!

I always dream myself to be a princess---live happy ever after with a handsome prince charming____maybe not that hot, but at least much taller than me. But I always feel shy with boys I like. So the only boys I connect are those also shy, kind and easy-going like me. Though not handsome. Because I'm afraid I'll have some imagination with those cute guys.

Since the boy made a joke of me, I really feel uncomfortable with my little brother. I couldn't help think some strange details of him which I would never care about before. But that's all, we'll be friends forever. I can't stand a man less smart or shorter than me.

Another thing I'd like to say is my first love. Do I really have a first love? Obviously not. The first guy I think about him for 2 months is in my junior school who turned out to be a very ill-studied guy. He didn't pass the high school entrance examination though. Then in high school I felt something with a guy when I was living in school dormitory. I couldn't tell whether I am the silly girl or not. Every time I saw him(even now when we from our experimental classmates get together) I can feel something. But I never have the courage to speak to him. Never.

The third boy I have some chemical in now has a GF, who's also my classmateh in high school. I am more familir with him. Because he's the kind of good at communication. I never noticed him until one time we girls chatted in our dormitory of the boys in our classes. Then several girls thought that he's so great. Suddenly I found that he was indeed a loyal company. However I never have confidence in me to say that I admired him too. At last the girl who went to the equal level of school, Tshua, spoke out to him. Then till now, they've lived ever happy after.

This Tuseday noon, I suddenly got a phone call from him. But you know the quality of my bacteria. I missed it. Then I sent a short message to ask what happened. Till now he hasn't called back to me.

Postscript: My roomate successfully passed two CPA subjects. Congratulations!