One day I decided to quit. I quit my job, my relationship, my
spirituality. I wanted to quit my life.
     I went to the woods to have one last talk with God."God", I said. "Can
you give me one good reason not to quit?" His answer surprised me....
     "Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?" "Yes", I
replied.
     "When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of
them. I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew from the
earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the
bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.
     In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again,
nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo." He said.
     "In the third year, there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But
I would not quit. In the fourth year, again, there was nothing from the bamboo
seed. I would not quit." He said.
     "Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared
to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant. But just 6 months later
the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall. It had spent the five years growing
roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive. I
would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle."
     He said to me. "Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been
struggling, you have actually been growing roots? I would not quit on the
bamboo. I will never quit on you. Don't compare yourself to others." He said.
"The bamboo had a different purpose than the fern, yet, they both make the
forest beautiful."
     "Your time will come", God said to me. "You will rise high!""How high
should I rise?" I asked. "How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return.
"As high as it can?" I questioned. "Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising
as high as you can."
     I left the forest and brought back this story. I hope these words can
help you see that God will never give up on you.
     Think about that: He will never give up on you.

Never regret a day in your life.
Good days give you happiness;
Bad days give you experiences;
Both are essential to life.
So Keep going....

当我回到北方,我发现春天已经悄悄的来了,今天晚风那么柔顺地吹过了我的脸我的头发.太阳不是只在南方.太阳无处不在.也许你是一个忧郁的人但是你也一定要承认这会是一个美丽的三月.别辜负这个春天.

街上很多人双双对对.捧着玫瑰花.
祝有爱人的人和孤单的人都情人节快乐!
祝妈妈爸爸情人节快乐.
祝爸爸妈妈情人节快乐.
祝所有的爸爸妈妈情人节快乐!!

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valder fields,一首好听的歌. 流水一般.简单.轻快. 就像最近的心情和生活.像远去的回忆,释然吧...there is always a way to keep away from temptations..alright? 一切都是那么恰巧的刚刚好..Love Lord JS...

I was found on the ground by the fountain about
a fields of a summer stride
lying in the sun after I had tried
lying in the sun by the side
we all agreed that the council would end up
three hours over time
shoe laces were tied at the traffic lights
I was running late, could apply
for a not her one I guess
after parking stores are best
they said that there would be delays
on the temporary pay

《喜悦》─鲁西西
喜悦漫过我的双肩，我的双肩就动了一下。
喜悦漫过我的颈项，我的腰，它们像两姐妹
将相向的目标变为舞步。
喜悦漫过我的手臂，它们动得如此轻盈。
喜悦漫过我的腿，我的膝，我这里有伤啊，
但是现在被医治。
喜悦漫过我的脚尖，脚背，脚后跟，它们克制着，不蹦，也不跳，只是微微亲近了一下左边，
又亲近了一下右边。
这时，喜悦又回过头来，从头到脚，
喜悦像霓虹灯，把我变成蓝色，紫色，朱红色。

2008年1月9号
我终于习惯了披星戴月的日子，开始理解了父母的艰辛，开始学会勤俭节约，我也终于接受了中国人口庞大的现实，比如接受上下班无比拥挤的地铁。也终于在这种拥挤中，我越来越意识到自己多普通和平凡。

2007年12月28日
今天早晨上班出门时发现昨晚下雪了,头顶还慢悠悠的飘着几片雪花,这个冬天第一次觉得北京不冷,街道上湿漉漉的融化了很多水,让我有一种春天来了的温暖感觉!
看来这应该是平安夜的雪花姗姗来迟,真像一场美好的告别啊.

       昨天是心情最好的一天 他说话和笑声都一点没有变 我想他也许还依然是眼睫毛长长的 打着跟原来一样的香水 跟着奶奶生活 依然喜欢吃火锅 喜欢中南海.5 喜欢每周等越狱喜欢背英语单词 对500强拥有一种我难以理解的特殊感情 他还是管我叫小孩然后骂我没出息不上进 这让我感觉什么都没有变 好象只是放了一个假我们各自出了一次门然后又在学校北门重新见面.
       突然觉得好感慨.

I WILL BE ON THAT TRAIN TOMORROW
I WILL BE HOME ON CHRISTMAS

其实我常常想起出埃及记，
以色列人当初并不情愿跟从摩西的。
不知道这是不是人的通病呢。

经过为期十天的游荡，我的心情终于好起来了~不过紧接着，就又回到了囚室般的生活~~

好像开始爱自己的工作了。
好吧~~我要好好学习~好好努力~

今天在中央四台看到台湾的歌手罗大佑.听到了一首歌叫做鹿港小镇.
然后我想家了.
无比想.

好讨厌被小孩子叫做阿姨，叫姐姐就可以了。。。。。
等我30岁以后再叫我阿姨！！！

"sometimes in life we are called to do great things. But as a saint of our times has said, every day we are called to do small things with great love. The most important tasks of a democracy are done by everyone."