我的真诚、智慧和坚持没能留住你，我的忍让和纠缠也没有——如果我拥有财富和美貌，它们不知道会不会有什么作用。但是，我的真诚、智慧和坚持有其存在的意义，我本人，曾经在你面前因激动而颤栗、跌到尘埃里去（或者故作淡定地掩饰紧张），也有其存在的意义。

       不再联络之后，我想过你一万遍，梦过你一万遍，呼唤你的名字一万遍，直到现在，你的身影还在不时萦绕。但既然已经下定了成全的决心，那就从此淡出，不再阻止你去追求你想要的生活。连心中阻止的念头，也要彻底地完全消失。

       等我死的时候，我会对自己说，我曾经爱过。

绝：空前绝后

恋：恋爱

央：尽

如同无数电影小说的情节一样，阴郁的天，微微的风，路边的电话亭。

电话那头娓娓道来，电话这边耐心的听，她解释，我安慰。

伴随她的哭声，一阵紧似一阵的霹雳闪电，

当她哭到高潮的时候，雷声像伴奏的乐队一样也到了最高音，雨点像大珠子一样噼里啪啦的砸下来。

以后还会是朋友不？

当然，肯定会啊。

不可能，你骗我。

我什么时候骗过你啊。

想到以后不会再这么爱一个女人还真有些沮丧。

哀莫大于心死。

你放弃的只是一个自己不是足够爱的人，你还有整个世界。

祝福你。

歌手：Michael Jackson

Usa For Africa Non Album Tracks We Are The World Written by Michael Jackson and Lionel Richie There comes a time when we heed a certain call When the world must come together as one There are people dying And it's time to lend a hand to life, The greatest gift of all We can go on pretending day by day That someone, somewhere will soon make a change We are all a part of God's great big family And the truth you know love is all we need We are the world We are the children We are the ones who make a brighter day So let's start giving There's a choice we're making We're saving our own lives It's true we'll make a better day Just you and me Send them your heart so they'll know that someone cares And their lives will be stronger and free As God has shown us by turning stones to bread So we all must lend a helping hand We are the world We are the children We are the ones who make a brighter day So let's start giving There's a choice we're making We're saving our own lives It's true we'll make a better day Just you and me Michael - When you're down and out Michael - There seems no hope at all But if you just believe there's no way we can fall Let us realize that a change can only come When we stand together as one -We are the world -We are the children -We are the ones who make a brighter day -So let's start giving -There's a choice we're making -We're saving our own lives -It's true we'll make a better day -Just you and me

you are not alone

Written and Composed by R. Kelly. Produced by R. Kelly and Michael Jackson. Another day has gone I'm still all alone How could this be You're not here with me You never said goodbye Someone tell me why Did you have to go And leave my world so cold Everyday I sit and ask myself How did love slip away Something whispers in my ear and says That you are not alone For I am here with you Though you're far away I am here to stay You are not alone I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heart You are not alone All alone Why, oh Just the other night I thought I heard you cry Asking me to come And hold you in my arms I can hear your prayers Your burdens I will bear But first I need your hand So forever can begin Everyday I sit and ask myself How did love slip away Then something whispers in my ear and says That you are not alone For I am here with you Though you're far away I am here to stay For you are not alone I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heart And you are not alone Oh... Whisper three words and I'll come runnin' Fly... And girl you know that I'll be there I'll be there You are not alone I am here with you Though you're far away I am here to stay You are not alone I am here with you Though we're far apart You're always in my heart You are not alone(You are not alone) For I am here with you(I am here with you) Though you're far away(Though you're far away) I am here to stay(And you with me) For you are not alone(You're always) In my heart.....For I am here with you Heart.....Though we're far apart Heart.....You're always in my heart For you are not alone Not alone You are not alone, you are not alone... You just reach for me girl In the morning in the evening Not alone, not alone And you with me, not alone Oh, together, together...

公元2008年5月12日14时27分58秒，北纬31度,东经103.4度（中国四川省汶川市境内）发生7.8级地震。

地震当时我在距离地震中心92公里（直线距离）的成都。

暂时就写这么多。

2008年3月15日    小雨

今天室里一起去龙泉看桃花，虽然桃花还没开。其实就是找个空气好的地方打麻将，吃两顿饭而已。

吃过中午饭实在无聊，麻将10元的玩不起，拱猪看不懂。78JJ找我一起去游山，这是好事，下着雨，一把伞，可以名正言顺地搂着JJ的腰，呵呵。这JJ不像78的，像88的。专走小路，哪里路窄走哪里，一会就成泥腿子了。一会想偷颗花菜，一会想摘个枇粑。一路上因为路线问题不停的吵，我坚持走保险路线，就是随时可以确定那条路是返回的，她坚决不走走过的路。还好，辗转了四个小时，我们还是平安按时回去了。

昨晚做了个春梦，那个女主角我今天想了一天都没想出来出自哪里，有一个环节我记得很清楚，本来去买TT，她却买了避孕药，我一看还不是紧急避孕药，我问：“你买这个干嘛，这个又没用。”她说：“没用最好，就生下来。”为什么我记得很清楚这个细节呢？因为这话有人说过。

晚上回来去小周的空间看了一下，和不久以前预计的一摸一样，乱的一团糟。那个小弟弟整天和她唠叨他是替代品，他活在影子里，搞得她左解释也不行，右解释也不对。小周，终于感受到我当初的感觉了吧。而且你老妈严重不同意这事-----这说明你脑子乱不是遗传，是后天形成的-----看来你要着手选定下一个目标了。和串串比你确实有点嫩，嫩的乱七八糟。

三个人几乎同时签了工作，都是不满意的工作，我猜测是第一个签了后面两个就稳不住了，别管是什么先签了再说。这三份工作有个共同点，就是都离我相对不远，我想到这个就笑了，我有什么好笑的？

今晚问小少妇是否单身，这一问不要紧，着实吓了一跳，虽然没有男朋友，那是因为不想找，否则都结婚了，即便这样现在案头已经有了N个备案。你看我这命，嗷嗷苦。

打算两个博客重新开放更新。

怎么才能记录下来访人的IP呢？

因为我开始考虑并且着手一些我现在更应该放在第一位的事情

把那件事先冷冻保鲜

为了亲身体验一下L的行为，充分的理解她，凌晨三点我也约个MM在大街上逛街，两个感觉，一 比较冷，二 比较安静，街上来来往往的基本都是出租车。逛了一会想喝点东西，刚好知道附近有家麦当劳，就过去想买点可乐。结果发现麦当劳居然关门了，那怎么办？街上的店都关门了。我提议说另外一面有家串串，要不过去看看？她笑了，我也笑了，你明白没？虽然如此，但是还是晃晃悠悠过去了，居然竟然偶然串串还在营业，有三个的哥在吃东西，小妹儿看见我俩进来赶忙招呼，我俩略微有点尴尬的说我们只想买两瓶可乐。一瓶四块钱，两瓶八块钱。

原来凌晨三点逛街也确实可以没什么。

太在乎的我
遇到了无所谓的你
于是
我们的故事
有着喜剧的开始
却注定了
有一个悲剧的结局

当黄叶飘零
秋风又起
在这个总是阴霾的城市里
我又想起无所谓的你

无所谓的
却总是忽闪着的眼神
无所谓的
却总是扬起的嘴角的微笑
还有那
无所谓的
却总是在风中飞舞的裙角

无所谓的你 明明知道
我看你的眼神
是多么的在乎你
而你却从我身边无所谓的离去

是否你已经忘记
在北方的雪地
我们曾踩到同一个脚印里
天空划过的流星
藏着我俩的秘密
还有那个九点三十分的约定
在这个时刻
我们同时把对方想起

真的真的 不能把你忘记
真的真的 很在乎你
无所谓的你 是否知道
很在乎的我
在远方为你哭泣