Never ever send me a mail. Leave me alone!!
Your article, to Sis, which has been so haunting all the way along, actually didn’t save you from any fault you made in those days.
You know what? You are ruining your life with the clumsiest way. Hah! I could never imagine that stupid story could ever happen to the girl I’ve fostered hope for so many years- that's ever since we didn't even go to elementary school, isn't it?
I know you are crying. But haven’t you ever thought I also know how to cry?
I cried when I think of you. There you are, a fallen angel.
I guess I am a control monster. But what I regret is I didn't control a little more before you fell.
You won, lady. You totally beat me, not by an assessment, nor a project, nor a speech, nor an exam. It’s a person- my dearest young lady, and her whole life! Hah, I guess you never had an idea how much effort I’ve paid for you.
So here I lost you. And look, I failed, as a sister, a guide, and a so called deputy parent.
I have no idea what is going on. But you know it very well
that you let me down.