【小微，我在努力的想：一个人怎么才能感觉到自己的存在感？感觉自己被需要，被承认，感觉自己被热爱，被痛恨，感觉自己的标记，自己的团伙，感觉自己的范围和极限，感觉自己疼痛，感觉自己冷……所有的一切都说明我们存在着。我最近一直在想，搞不好你这家伙在日本很寂寞吧？一直以来，都觉得你说话里带着温和的小心翼翼，带着观望，带着一种彬彬有礼又疏离的口气在说你的生活。你跟我说，“可以说话的人越来越少了”，总是说，“找不到可以说话的人”，我心里好难过。不知为何，写到这里我掉下眼泪来。】---邦妮

看到这里，我也想掉眼泪。贯有的寂寞和孤独，造就我有时会自说自话，和自己聊天。谁能伴我十年之久，心心相印，眼里有个倒影心里有个地位。人总是需要被需要被认可的，自己的肯定只是摇摇欲坠般的脆弱，不安的心情一直都在。

我想到JURI电影里说“仔细想想和所有人分别也没有什么大不了的事情，只有当谁真的死了，才会有人说‘啊，那个人啊...’人就是这么回事。”，很悲凉的感觉，就是这般的没有存在感的平凡生活，然后就是过了一生。但是至少小雀还有孔雀，可是我有谁。

现在的我们，和每个人之间的缘分都太浅，如果不是生活在一起，就连基本的对话都显得僵硬。想见面的热情最多只能让一壶茶水温热而非烫热，见到面的那刻却开始不知所措有些慌张，小心翼翼礼貌问候，然后沉默。是不是一直要重复，从小学初中高中大学然后工作，曾经以为永远其实只是过客，彼此人生大巴上的一名乘客，大概也就这样吧。我在这岸想起了谁，又有谁会在彼端想起我，何时何地都是一个人，一直都是一个人。

所以好多的话，还是和自己说说吧，好多的事情，还是自己去经历吧，无论背负多少，都是自己的担子。我不是刘翔，不用背负那1356-13亿人56个民族的压力，我只背我自己，有多累有多苦，不怨。

单词/词组记忆：

district
n. 区域,地方
eg:district manager 地方经理
       administrative district 住宅区
       administrative district 行政单位

critical
a. 批评的,评论的;危急的,紧要的;临界的
eg：a critical time/moment 生死关头，重要时刻

brain hemorrhage ['heməridʒ]
脑溢血
eg：A nasal hemorrhage 出鼻血
         a hemorrhage of corporate earnings 公司财产的巨大流失

trauma
n,外伤
词性变化：复　数：trau·mas or trau·ma·ta
                     形容词：trau·mat'ic
                      副　词：trau·mat'i·cal·ly       

put up
举起,抬起;打开;进行,作;推举,提名;参加竞选;提高,抬高,要求,容忍
eg:We can put up ten people for the night at a pinch.
      必要时我们可以留10个人留宿。
     I'm afraid you'll have to put up with his bad temper.
       容忍他的坏脾气

原文

Ohio’s first black Congresswoman has died. Stephanie Tubbs Jones is driving in her district Tuesday night when she suffered a brain hemorrhage, leaving her with limited brain function. She died late Wednesday at a hospital. She was 58.

Officials in Spain say 153 people were killed when a plane headed for the Canary Islands crashed during takeoff at the Madrid airport. 19 people did survive, but some of them are in critical condition. Investigators believe it was an accident.

San Diego officials say a man visiting the area was killed when an oceanside bluff collapsed. Police say the victim not identified suffered severe head trauma, and he was struck by large rocks falling from beneath a gulf course.

The mother of a missing Florida girl is expected to be released from jail today. Officials say a bondsman put up Casey Anthony’s 500,000-dollar bail late Wednesday. Anthony’s accused of waiting more than a month before telling police about her young daughter’s disappearance. Caylee Anthony has not been seen since June.

Bryant Thomas, the Associated Press with AP News Minute.

Unemployment could raise by more than a quarter of a million people in Baitain due to the economic downturn. In this quaterly report, the British Chamber of Commerce says it is more serious than the risk of higher inflation.

"This economy has been driven very strongly by the consumer. Consumers are wringing in the expenditure, decline in house pricees, but raise in household bills. Less money just spent. So firms just have less orders, there will be less sales and therefore be querulous？and need for less people in businesses."

[The Chamber of Commerce expects Britain to go into a technical recession, two quarters of negative growth in the coming month. It's calling for a cut in interests rate before the end of the year to help stimulate the economy. But with inflation at 5.4% more than double The Bank of England’s target of 2%, the rate is expected to be left unchanged at 5 basis points
].

Meanwhile The Bank of France said it expected the GDP to grow by just 0.1% in the third quater, prompting France's Prime Minister Fran?ois Fillon to call a special meeting with ministers to address the situation.

On the outlook for Europe, biggest economy isn't any brighter, the Berlin-based economic think-tank DIW [predicts Germany will also grow at around 0.1% in the third quater after contracting significantly in the April-June period]。

单词记忆

querulous ['kwerul?s]

wring [ri?]

看到陈瑜在HJ的博客，心想自己也弄个地方为自己的在HJ的听力做些笔记，但是HJ的博客不好申请，所以就到baidu来，反正申请了一直没用过。

以后我的听力笔记就全放这里，恩恩。加油加油。

如果能早些认识了解CY就好了，现在觉得她是个很有目标很有计划的人，不会被周遭的环境影像，大家都去考BEC但她就坚持自己去考TOEIC，日语又过了二级今年年底准备一级考试，不像自己，融初中到现在嚷着要去学日语至今都没有落实，现在也已经没有时间让我去学了，我到底干了些什么啊！暑假寒假都这么被浪费着，因为岑要报名CPA于是自己也凑着热闹一时冲动去报了CPA，但是整个暑假自己都没有好好看，也不想看，我是不是真的很没有上进心很没有用，一直都没有自己坚定的目标，总是被周围所影响动摇，至今都觉得自己失败至极，但是现在有所领悟会不会还不算太晚？但是CPA我真是想放弃了，实在是没有动力和精力去看去记去背，真的对老爸老妈很对不起。不过想想自己上学期的表现其实还是可以的，至少在大二第二个学期，我真的有认真在学习，辅修和自己的专业课都还不错，大三就就要开始了，课程会越来越多，但是我现在已经知道要做些什么要得到什么，我会好好加油的，至于CPA，诶，不想面对。

Public opinion polls give Democrat Barack Obama a narrow lead over Republican John McCain, so the upcoming conventions are important for both presumptive nominees.
　
Andrew Kohut is President of the Pew Research Center. Kohut says many voters do not pay much attention to the presidential race until the party conventions.
　
"This is a very important time because people get to see these candidates up close, and they recognize that it's only a relatively short run until they have to make a decision. And for McCain it could be a period of time where he really gets an advantage in terms of coverage, which he had,in terms of exposure,and which he hasn't had over the course of this campaign yet."
　
The Democrats hold their convention in Denver, Colorado, the last week of August.Republicans hold theirs the following week in Minneapolis-St. Paul, Minnesota.
　
Both candidates will be looking for a post convention bounce, or boost, in public opinion polls that will carry them into the general-election campaign between September and the election on November 4th.

Norman Ornstein is a political scholar at the American Enterprise Institute in Washington. Ornstein expects the presidential race to remain close and says both presumptive nominees have challenges at their respective conventions.

单词/词组记忆：

coverage
n. 覆盖的范围,保险总额,新闻报道
eg：insurance coverage 保险责任范围
        They have insist on a full pictorial coverage of the event
         他们坚持要用图片来报导这一事件。

exposure
n. 暴露,揭发,受到;曝光,辐照
eg：Bank exposure: The total of all investments made by a bank.
银行放款总额:一个银行的投资总额。

convention
n. C大会,会议;C公约,协定;C习俗,惯例;U习俗,惯例
eg：He always sticks to convention。
        他总是墨守成规。

presumptive
a. 根据推定的,假定的,给与推定之根据的
副词：pre·sump'tive·ly
eg：heir presumptive
        n. 假定继承人

in terms of                                                  adv.根据,按照,用...的话,在...方面
Public opinion polls                                  公众民意调查
a narrow lead over                                  微弱优势领先于...
party convetion                                        党会
a post-convention bounce or boost      党团大会后在民调支持率上的反弹/增长

翻译：
公众民意调查显示民主党候选人布拉克奥巴马以微弱优势领先于共和党候选人约翰麦凯恩。所以接下来的一些会议对于预选的双方被提名者都非常关键。

安德鲁科胡特是美国佩尤研究中心的主任。科胡特称许多投票者直到党派会议召开才会对竞选非常关注。

“这是一个非常关键的时刻，因为人们可以近距离看到这些候选人，并且，他们认定这在他们不得不作出决定之间，这段了解期是相对短暂的。另外，对于麦凯恩来说，或许这段时间正式他可以在新闻报道和曝光率上真正占有优势，这也正是他在竞选过程当中所缺乏的。”
　
民主党人将于八月的最后一周在美国科罗拉多州的丹佛举行会晤。民主党人则会在之后的一周在美国明尼苏达州东南的明尼阿波利斯－圣保罗地区开会。

两位候选人都希望寻求会晤之后的民意调查中的支持率反弹，或者飙升，这将使得他们顺利进入在九月到十一月4日期间全国普选活动。

Norman Ornstein是华盛顿的美国企业研究所的一名政治学者。Ornstein希望总统竞选可以保持势均力敌，并且他表示两位预定的被提名者在他们各自的会议上都具有一定的挑战。

总结：
对美国大选的不熟悉导致很多大会常用单词不会，另外长句听写困难，意思不理解。

Let’s turn to the economy now. We now know if we experience one of the biggest jump in inflation in 27 years, we also know the cost of making goods is nearly up 10% from this time last year. So when whole sale prices spike, we know what comes next, right? Our prices is gonna go up, let’s bring in GMA financial contributor Mellody Hobson, she is in Chicago bureau this morning to lay it on the line for us. Mellody always a pleasure, first question for you. We hear about inflation take us down the road of implication, what can this mean all of us, for all of us at home?

So what it means is we have absolutely seen a huge spike in inflation for whole sellers that is called the Producer Price Index, and that number has been on the tear. [It is up 3 months in a row, up almost 10% just in the last 12 months, alternately producers pass those prices on to consumers so this fall and winter, we will probably going to see some pretty dramatic increases in prices], and I know, that is on top of what we have already seen , so everything from milk to meat is probably going to go up and we have even started to see that, beef alone was up 7% just in the last month..

All right, so expect the producers who want to keep their profits go on, so they are gonna to pass along a course, thus that make sense, may not likely to make sense. So give me some reason for a hope, do we see anything changing for the benefit outen in the future?

Absolutely, so one of things that I believe is that it is going to get bad before it gets good. So following winter might be a little tough, but things were moderate in 2008, and my hope is really paying to one thing——oil. We started to see oil prices come down, July 15th was that high watermark day when oil was trading at $145 a barrel, now it is around $114 a barrel. Those prices have dramatically affected the costs of production, the costs of transportating goods, and now that they are coming down, they will alleviate some of the pressure on producer profits and will alternately be able to pass on those savings to comsumers. [It won’t happen instantly, but if oil keeps moderating like we have seen, let’s all keep our fingers crossed, then we’ll be looking at some better days especially in 2009].

Take a look into the housing banking crystal ball from me quickly, we hear some good news that housing sales up like 13% in parts of southern California, that’s good news, but what do you see with that number but then the fear of another bank going down, the fear of Fannie Mae, Freddie Mac that holds our mortgages going down, what do you see?

OK, there is a lot there. So first is of all housing. California the numbers are up, [and I think one of the major reasons is people are starting to live in reality. That they have to reset their prices, they have their prices anchored to the old days, they are bringing the prices down ]. And people with good credit are coming and buying those houses at bargain prices, so that is a good time to buy. It has been a good time to buy. In terms of banking situation, there has been this report that may be another big bank will fail. It is possible, but I think the worst is over there, Fannie and Freddie, I have to say I think the government will step in, I don’t think they will fail.

Mellody, I throw a lot actually and you answered it all beatuifully. Thank you so much for giving us the information this morning.

单词/词组记忆：

spike
n. 长钉,钉鞋,穗
vt. 以大钉钉牢,使失效,阻止,增强…的效果

alternately ['?:lt?nitli]
ad. 交替地,隔一个地

instantly
ad. 立即地,即刻地

alleviate
vt. 减轻,使缓和
eg：A cold compress often alleviates pain.
       冷敷常会减轻疼痛。

我當你去流浪 去你想去的地方
做你的建筑家 尋找你要的生活

我知道你從來不屬于我 
即使我任性把你一直留在我的生活里
因為 我知道你不會反抗 

以前的我不懂 以為只要在我身邊 你就會快樂
其實我是自私 是的 遺憾的是我剛剛才了解我的自私 而你卻即將遠行

不能送你 
因為怕自己不舍 怕自己傷心 怕自己崩潰
親愛的 我知道你會理解 
最后的時候 我不再給你束縛 你是自由的
放心的 安心的 坦然的 走你要走的路
孤傲和自尊是你唯一要守護的 

不能再見面 也許會很痛苦
但我答應你 即使再難過再想念 也不會掉涙
和你勾勾小指 做個最后的約定

對你微笑 輕輕地再抱抱你
我想要記住你的溫度 和你的味道
它們會和你給的溫暖還有快樂 一起留存于我的感知和記憶里
我會帶著 走我的一輩子

感謝有你 感恩于你
我們有過交集 在彼此的生命中 我已滿足
未來 我會堅強 會學著面對孤獨
是你教我的 獨立了 才可以更好地生存

想說的不知還有多少 但還是就此打住吧
想你的時候 我還是會寫信哦 雖然地址是未知

親愛的 無論你在哪里 我都愛你