If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all I never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me now We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed? If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life? If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away But I know that this much is true We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with And I wish that you could be the one I die with And I pray in you're the one I build my home with I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right And though I can't be with you tonight And know my heart is by your side

I don't wana run away but I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

憋死了，不过好歹是想通啦。

1) 有因必有果，有果必有因，没有无理由的结果，既然结果不如我所期待，那我只有努力去弥补缺失的东西，纠结在唯有他人知晓的原因上，劳民伤财~

2）爱一个人不会有错，即便这种爱不现实或不成功~

3）恢复善良心态的猫，是不会计较死过多少次滴，仍然爱着，就仍然要祝福另一种猫。

我又活过来了~

半夜惊醒，风声呼啸，梦里现实哪个更容易让人战栗，赤裸的身体冷得似冰。分手两年，那种不信任的眼神，抑如芒刺，蛰痛。仍然是纠缠，不是他，是我。我的执念怎么会依然这样强烈，每天压抑着去想不再爱这个人的事，却随时会崩蹋，哪怕是梦里都逃不过？

觉得快疯了，疯了~

突然想起那张《Hey, Mr. Producer》，到处找其中两首歌，用了两个小时才找到歌词而已，看来只有回家去翻那张DVD了。另外，BS费翔翻唱的版本！

LOSING MY MIND 

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The sun comes up - I think about you
The coffee cup - I think about you
I want you so, it's like I'm losing my mind

The morning ends - I think about you
I talk to friends and think about you
And do they know it's like I'm losing my mind?

All afternoon doing every little chore
The thought of you stays bright
Sometimes I stand in the middle of the floor
Not going left - not going right

I dim the lights and think about you
Spend sleepless nights to think about you
You said you loved me, or were you just being kind?
Or am I losing
My mind?

All afternoon doing every little chore
The thought of you stays bright
Sometimes I stand in the middle of the floor
Not going left - not going right

I dim the lights and think about you
Spend sleepless nights to think about you
You said you loved me, or were you just being kind?
Or am I losing my mind?

Or am I losing
Losing my mind?

You said you loved me, or were you just being kind?
Or am I losing my mind?

Were you just being kind?
Or am I losing my mind?
Losing my mind?
Losing my mind? 

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Unexpected Song 

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I have never felt like this
For once I'm lost for words
Your smile has really thrown me.
This is not like me at all
I never thought I'd know
The kind of love you've shown me.

Now, no matter where I am
No matter what I do
I see your face appearing
Like an unexpected song
An unexpected song
That only we are hearing

I don't know what's going on
Can't work it out at all
Whatever made you choose me?
I just can't believe my eyes
You look at me as though
You couldn't bare to lose me.

Now, no matter where I am
No matter what I do
I see your face appearing
Like an unexpected song
An unexpected song
That only we are hearing

I have never felt like this
For once I'm lost for words
Your smile has really thrown me.
This is not like me at all
I never thought I'd know
The kind of love you've shown me.

Now no matter where I am
No matter what I do
I see your face appearing
Like an unexpected song
An unexpected song
That only we are hearing
Like an unexpected song
An unexpected song