the lamest story ever in the world..

the guy that i like, likes my best friend..

guess what?? it WTF happen to me..

while...i know that..i m a stupiak..

everyone knows that he likes her..obviously..

from the beginning of the college life..

while i m the last person who realise that..

and i dont even notice before she told me..

what the hell..

my head is totally empty.. there's no brain inside my head..

i m sure you can hear "DONG DONG DONG" when you knocking my head..

that's how it sounds like when you knocking at an empty container..

shit..

dont ask me whether i like him or not..

because i myself dont know what's my feeling..

shit..

christine said i m just rely on him..

because he cares about me.. he takes care of me..

while.. that's a true..

may b i dont like him..

but what the hell.. i have to tried so hard just to move my sight out of him when he's playing drum..

while may b i m just admire him..

you know.. just because he plays drum very well.. especially when he plays double pedal..

ya..emm.. whatever.. he is just a friend..

nothing more than that..

and may be it just a habit..i guess..

a habit to skype with him every night before sleep..

a habit to ask him for lunch..

a habit to do something for him..

wts... it's just a habit..

i guess i dont like him.. apparently..

wakakakakaka.... .____.

i'll be fine..

very soon...

shit!!!! gastric!!T.T

wth happen to me??

i just ate a curry dry noodles just now~

but why am i gastric now???

shit!!!!!!!!!

lalala~ tests are over!!!!!! wohoooooo!!!!!!

while~everyone is supeerrrrrrr emo now~

make me feel like emo too..=.=

damn it!!!!

going to sleep like a pig tonight!!!!!!

kakakaka~~~XDD

soooooo freaking sleepy~

i lake of sleeping~ gggggggrrrrrrr....><

while~ this post is so random...=.=

whatever..

lalala~

gggrrr!!=.=

getting mad now..

musical is good but I Guess I Do sucks!!!=.=

sergio's suck and the schadule sucks!!!

i was sooooo freaking happy when i knew that Tweet About It's practice doesn't crash on his show time~

i am just like~ WOHOO!!!^^ 

while now...=.= what the hell!! 

we have the observation rehearsal at KLPAC on the same day... for I Guess I Do..=.=

ggggrrrrr....

ok~ so which should go????

the observation rehearsal is important and i will feel sorry to purvaa if i SKIP it!!

but...TOT i dont feel like wanna skip his gig too..

ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

what if lavy and others go to his show too???

fuck off!!=.=

ggggrrrr...

1 week break..

started to miss everyone since yesterday night~

really felt like wanna follow lavy to malacca~:x

musical is interesting~^^

have a cool time with natasha and others today~

it will be a great experience for me~^^

i wish sergio's musical ll be fun too..

=.=||

emm.. should i join the tribute??

how i wish i could quit sergio's musical and join the tribute...

but purvaa dont let me quit!!!TOT

tribute will be a great and different experience for me..

and especially when i knew he has join the tribute too...:x

while~ i other way~ i can meet more senior in tribute.. and i can learn how to work in a big team too...

ahhhh~~

kuantan is so freaking hot man!!!!

going to die due to the weather..

how can ppl servive in this condition????@@

ahhhhh!!!

started to miss him...

lalala~ not going to meet him for the whole full week...

>< grrrr~~ i should stop thinking..

i becoming much more emo because of him...

it's not his fault..just i can't control my self..

min's fail..

i think i like him more now..

ahhhhh!!! shouldn't be this though..

he just treat me as a friend..

a normal friend..

even lavy and cheryll are more closer to him..

sigh....

miss him.. badly...

just like a stupiak sitting here and wait for his message...

shit!! i know that he wont message me..

regret...

shouldn't be emo that day..

should talk to you..

should play around with you..

......

din't talk much to you today...

do you think that i'm irritating??

you're online now..

don't think that you'll chat to me if i dint say hi to you..

everything changed..

ahhhh...T^T

regret.. sooooooooo much..

shouldn't emo now..

the assesment is just at the corner...

ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T^T

who do you think you are???

I'll be fine..

soon...

everything will gone when time past..

i'm strong~~

will be fine..

very soon...^^

他在选择。。

他把我们当什么了？？

我想念他。。

我又把自己当成什么了？？？

一整天的沉默。。

不理会。。

妒忌。。

愤怒。。

千快疯了。。

是不是大家都一样？？

都在寻找最合适的？？

千很傻？？千太单纯？？

呵。。

一次性的三个选择。。

他倒挺开心的。。

这里跟她约会。。那里请我吃午餐。。

呐。。

或许不应该听他人的片面之词。。

啦啦啦。。。

不想面对他。。

却又好想他。。

疯了疯了疯了。。。。。

呵呵呵呵。。。。。。

心之雨啊。。。

千哭不出来。。

告诉自己。。他什么都不是。。

可是他什么都是。。

该死！！！！

哭出来会不会好一些？？

为了他哭。。不会很不值么？？

呵。。

千很强的！！！

明天又是美好的一天～^^<3

sleepy.. i should sleep now..

but just feel like wanna blogging....><

emm....

love music...without any reason..

emm.. so dont ask me why...

i just enjoy it~^^hehez~

just feel like it's part of me..

emmm....

have to sleep now..

i dont think he'll sign in later~

he must be very tired today...

nitez~<3

while.. what am i thinking now??

emmm....

you must be went to rock climbing today..

you are not online now...

emm..

what do i mean to you???

who do you think i am???

a girl who might be with you??

or just a little girl who might become your sister...

ishhh..><

i have no idea anymore..

cant concentrate during the ear training class when you sit beside me...><

what the hell happened to me???

ishhhh....

you're kind to everyone...

especially shamimi...

she is so pretty~ talk fluent english~tall~

quite a nice person~^^

i think she's suit to you~

emmmmm.........

talking to ling now..

her father is worry about her now..

she is getting thinner n thinner..

i am asking her to have a medical check up this weekend...

while..she is quite worry about it...

worry about her...

may buddha bless her..<3

how i wish i could stay for the friday performance~><

ishhhh....missed your 1st performance in ICOM~

depressed...

i've nothing to talk to you...

Lavy asked me to stop sms with you..

We should chat face to face instead of sms~

while the situation become worse when i can't really understand what are you saying~><

american english...

some more I feel shy to talk to you with my broken eng..

what happened to me???

emm..qian is going to be crazy soon~lalala~

shouldn't jealous..........ishhh~~><

you've a lots of topic to talk to sylvia.. 

sharing lots of videos with her~~bla bla bla~~

eeeee~><

qian you should stop these irritating mindsss!!!!

grrrrrr~~

while luckily i can still concentrate on my studies~~^^

i love music~

i love piano~

i love icom's environment~^^

thx daddy n mummy~~

muaxzxzxz~~~

mummy cooked DONG GUA soup today~^^

ahhhh~~<3 i love mummy~~

it was superrrrrrr deliciouss~~

really miss the dishes that cooked by mummy when i stay in KL~

while the weird part is... i din't get any home sick~~XD

kaka~Qian has such a strong mind!!!^^

it's 1am now...

i should leave the screen and sleep tight on my bed...

dear hanni~~

sleep early~^^kaka~

muaxzxzxz~