滚你麻痹的城里人，老子就住在江北怎么了，老子就是穷买不起城里房子又怎么了，看看你们一个个脑残的样子。

我怎么越来越冷漠，我就是机械的完成我所要完成的事情然后离开，我不想听到你们的评论，我不想知道我做的怎么样。

滚。

迎新晚会终于结束了^_^~

整个学生会的人筹划了一个多月，张磊，孙世闻，刘禹含，陶沙，我。每一个人都为这台晚会付出了心血。我和刘禹含学姐压马路的时候他对我说，他很荣幸能参与到这台晚会中来，他很荣幸能通过自己的努力办好一件事情，他所说的话大概也是所有人的心声。

迎新晚会就这么瞬间结束了。快的让人都有点来不及准备。就这么结束了。突然一下觉得生活被什么打乱了，该去想台词的时间不知道该去干什么了，该去和孙世闻到处跑着看节目的时候突然得回去上晚自习了，该要被孙世闻折磨的时候突然他不会再来给我发短信了。突然我不知道该干什么。不过还好，下周二又要交策划了，也就是又有新的活动了O(∩_∩)O~~

贴两张迎新晚会的图

喜欢王力宏慢歌的声音~~

军训就这么波澜不惊的过去了，最终的我还是作为残疾人坐在观众席上，只是浑浑噩噩的混到了2个学分。走队列的时候，我对自己说，我说我不适合做这种没有创造性的枯燥工作，我放弃了。打军体拳的时候，我对自己说我好累我还是休息吧。结果就成了光荣的观众。军训的结果就是我不但没有晒黑而且变胖了。更使我郁闷的是我从进大学军训的时候就开始不乖了，我和段段屡次逃军训晚上的时候就直接从教官面前跑掉，反正穿着便装，没人管。

学校工作很多，被学生会录了。10月的一整个月都要去筹划生工院的迎新晚会，还有入党申请书，紧接着就是党课，还有国庆假期后的全班秋游的策划还有也许还有班长的一切活动也就是说我每天都要跑半个小时去学办。当然还要保持成绩在上等的水平，还有跨越城市的奔跑，也许只能看着他安静的睡觉，可这样也会满足。

我很忙~~

NEED A GIRL Lyrics

[P. Diddy]
Yeah, c'mon
I need a.. I want a.

[Usher]
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine all mine
I need a girl in my life

[P. Diddy]
Yo, I'm internationally known on the microphone
I got it all, but I really need a wife at home
I don't really like the zone, never spend the night alone
I got a few, you would like to bone
But, chicks that romance me, don't tickle my fancy
Only Tiffany, Nancy; that's not what my plans be
need a girl that could stand me, raise me a family
Go to trips to the Lancy, trips to the Grammy's cause
Most of these girls be confusing me
I don't know if they really love me or they using me
maybe is the money, or maybe you ain't used to me
Cause you was depressed and now you abusing me
That's why I need me a girl to be true to me
Know bout the game, and know how it do to me
Without a girl on my side, shit I ruin me
Forget the world, it's just you and me

[P. Diddy & Usher]
Now let's ride...

[Chorus: Usher]
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine all mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to be my wife
Nobody else cuz she's all mine
I need a girl in my life

[Loon]
Yo, I da had a lot of women in my lifetime
But see it's not a lot of women that got the right mind
I done had pretty chicks with all the right features
And hoodrat chicks that only rock sneakers
Cell phones and beepers, and know how to treat ya
You break her heart, she'll walk out and leave ya
I find a girl, I'ma keep her
but now I'm getting money and the game getting deeper
you want some real shit, I need somebody I can chill with
I need somebody I can build with
I need somebody I can hold tight
With the time and no full limits, snow white
Anytime we together feels so right
You the girl I been looking for my whole life
God bless me, I'm glad I got the insight
because of you girl, now I understand life

[Loon & Usher]
I need a girl...

[Chorus: Usher]
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine all mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to be my wife
Nobody else cuz she's all mine
I need a girl in my life

[P. Diddy]
I had a girl that would've died for me
Didn´t appreciate her so I made her cry for me
Every night she had tears in her eyes for me
Caught a case, shorty took the whole ride for me
First we were friends then became lovers
You was more than my girl, we was like brothers
All night we would play fight under covers
Now you gone, can't love you like I really wanna
But every time I think about your pretty smile
And how we used to drive the whole city wild
Damn I wish you would've had my child
A pretty little girl wit Diddy's style
This shit is wild
All the days that I reminisce
About the way I use to kiss them pretty lips
But as long as you happy, I'ma tell you this
I love you girl and you're the one that I will always miss
I love you, yeah

[Chorus: Usher]
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine all mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to be my wife
Nobody else cuz she's all mine
I need a girl in my life
(Chorus 4 times)

(Usher)
I just want you to be my baby
girl I need you to be my baby
I just need you to be my wife
I just want you in my life

该开学的基本上都开学了，频繁的聚会然后频繁的散了。

我不知道我对我的大学生活该有怎样的期许，或者人生又该是怎样的现实，吊我不想变得特别现实，我只是想早点毕业。虽然这想法非常德煞笔，然后该怎么发展怎么发展，我不想说我想以后就怎么样怎么样了，我知道没人相信。我想努力一点，不管是大一大二大三还是大四，我不想混日子。

妈的我通过考大学这事才发现原来中国这么的大，我把哥们的分布在地图上画出来，然后就绝望了，好吧，我们都别混日子。

Charlen Duncan的代表作，话说她也就只有这一首歌流传了下来。77年录的曲子到82年才被发掘并广为流传，夏琳的一生也就像她唱的这首歌一样，拼命的追求paradise，结果却从未发现自己的幸福早已偷偷溜走。最后她的自杀也验证了她一生的彷徨 = = 。

因为歌词露骨，所以很难找。找到的基本都是ｓｈｅ翻唱的恶心版本。

http://mp3.baidu.com/m?f=ms&tn=baidump3&ct=134217728&lf=&rn=&word=%C7%E0%B4%BA%D6%EA%CA%BD%BB%E1%C9%E7&lm=-1　　　　　这个链接的第一个试听是夏琳版的。

Hey lady, you, lady, cursing at your life
You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife
I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do
But I wish someone had talked to me like I wanna talk to you

I've been to Georgia and California, anywhere I could run
Took the hand of a preachman and we made love in the sun
But I ran out of places and friendly faces
Because I had to be free
I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me

Please lady, please, lady, don't just walk away
Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today
I can see so much of me still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part of a weary heart
that has lived a million lies

I've been to Nice and the isle of Greece
While I sipped champagne on a yacht
I moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got
I've been undressed by kings
And I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see
I've been to paradise
But I've never been to me
(spoken)
Hey, you know what paradise is? It's a lie
A fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to be
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding,
And it's that man you fought with this morning,
the same one you're going to make love with tonight
That's truth, that's love

Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children
that might have made me complete
But I, I took the sweet life
And never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet
I spent my life exploring the subtle whoring
that cost too much to be free
Hey lady,

I've been to paradise 　But I've never been to me

我喜欢口白的部分。　　＝　＝　　　。

*Repeat*
多年以后 你回到我身边
不安全充满了你疲倦的双眼
看着我 也告诉我
你是否 依然相信童话
你曾对我说 每颗心都寂寞
每颗心都脆弱都渴望被触摸
当你的心 永远的燃烧着
永远的 不会退缩
越长大越孤单
越长大越不安
也不得不看梦想的翅膀被折断
也不得不收回曾经的话问自己
你纯真的眼睛哪去了
越长大越孤单
越长大越不安
也不得不打开保护你的降落伞
也突然间明白未来的路不平坦
难道说这改变是必然
*Repeat*
你曾对我说 每颗心都寂寞
每颗心都脆弱都渴望被触摸
看着我 也告诉我
你的心依旧燃烧着