Clumsy little me i
I always let you down
I never have the sense enough to keep my mouth shut
I always let you down
I'm falling past the line now
Oh i do it every time
I say what i don't mean
My real intent's unseen
I do it every tieme
Oh i've let you down
Now you can let me drown here in my own shameful tears
You can let me go
But i hope you know my risk is betting that
You'll let me stay
Clumsy little words
They always fall away
And i'm left just standing there
You think you think that i don't care
But honey that's not true
And i know just what you'll do
Oh you'll look at me sadly
As i try to compensate for the words that i just ate
I'm feeling so badly
Oh i've let you down
Now you can let me drown here in my own shameful tears
You can let me go
But i hope you know my risk is betting that
You'll let me stay
I fumble and i fall with no sense
I laugh and cry in every sentence
So listen now to words i have to say
And know that it's just me
I'm trying to make us both happy
I'm fading when tongues are tied and hearts are far away
Clumsy liitle me
I alway let you down
I never have the sense enough to keep my mouth shut
I always let you down

I was crying when I heared this song in someone's blog. Maybe he is really a good friend, but I missed him and can't be repentant of it. Bless you can be happy forever, I'm sorry !

how can i tell if he/she likes me?

Here are some ways you can tell if a guy likes you:
1. he stares at you a lot
2. he smiles at you when he sees you
3. he flirts with you
4. he talks to everyone around you but never directly to you, although he is probably paying attention to your reaction to his jokes, etc.
5. he makes sure he is included in group plans of which you a part.
6. he attends parties that he knows or thinks you will be attending also.
7. his voice gets lower when he is around you
8. he calls you just to talk
9. he gets friendly with your best friends
10. he starts combining his hair and wearing nicer clothes
11. he asks your friends about your plans. “ Is Sue going to the party?”
12. he asks your friend if you have a boyfriend
13. he just shows up and walks with you to class
14. he starts e-mailing or instant-messaging you
15. then one night, he calls and asks you to go out
----then, you can be pretty sure he likes you!

Here are some ways you can tell if a girl likes you:
1. she smiles at you all the time
2. she can’t even look at you when you are close by
3. she giggles a lot in your presence
4. when you are with a group of people, she makes weird looks and facial expressions to her girlfriend whenever you do or say something
5. after you walk away, you hear one of them scream, “Ahhhhhhh, he is so fine!”
6. she is nice to your friends
7. her best friend calls you and asks you questions about her like, “what do you think of Susie?” Be forewarned : Susie is probably listening on the other phone.
8. she sends you instant message a lot
9. she just happens to be in places that you frequent, and you haven’t seen her there before
10. if you play sports, she is at all your games
11. look closely at her notebook for your name of initials inside of a heart
12. she flirts with other guys when you are around
13. she seems to be ignoring you
14. she has her girlfriend tell you she likes you
-------and then, you can be pretty sure she likes you!

I read it in some kind of space, and I find it so intresting. I copy it to here just because many friends asked me the same question that how do you know you like a person. Maybe it is a difficult problem for me, I still remember that I was so puzzled to choose a way to continue the journey of my life some months before. Maybe, there's no certain answer to this question, different people will meet dissimilar situation. You won't ask this question any more when you meet a person and taste the magic feeling which kind was refered in Sleepless In Seattle.

Many days before Yun told me that he would go back to school and call on me when he arrived in BeiJing. But today he breaked his word. It's so strange that I don't feel any sad. I suddenly realize that some persons are not so important for you as you think it so. Maybe , just everyone will feel lonely, so we need friends.

These days, I can't sleep so well in the dark. There is no person in the dormitory except me, I'm so afraid to face the deep darkness solely. Once, I looked forward to spend my summer holiday by myself, because I'm so like the freedom feeling. But now, I start to miss the feeling of crowd. I finally know why the women doctors are called the third kind human being in the world. It's just a joke, but I think I will be crazy if I live solely for so long time without people.