Up till now, I don't know I hate myself more of my life more cuz ever since the beginning of this year, I've been praying to have a change in my life, now I got one, a huge one, a tough one, one change that I don't think I can handle, a change that needs a determined decision of mine, but so far I haven't figured out which path to take or which kind of future to choose, I'm in a pickle, seriously.
If only I can throw a coin to decide, if only this change hasn't struck me this hard, if only my life could be the way it used to be, if only I have a tough mind, if only there is anyone who could decide this for me, if only I didn't step into this mess initially, God, u really knows how to torture a human!
I have to make the call when this holiday ends, so far I haven't no clue yet.
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