Yeah I know its hard to explain but everything seemed to be so...normal. calm,normal.

I mean that I just cant make it through that one can vanish just like they hadnt ever come.

No messeges,no communications,no signs,no warnings.Just like river running over your palm and none of the streams can you grasp in the hand.

Or is it all the result theyve been looking for?Or this is the best one we can be paid,for the longest term of fighting and losing struggle in the short life of mine,for the dearest heart ive ever hold in mine.

Whatsoever,its done.its ok.its me standing here with someone,flashing,cherrishing,forgetting.

ALL THE DONES OR UNDONES DO NOT SEEM TO MATTER,ANY,MORE.

Meaningless,yeah I think I meant.