I confess I still need some time to give up my love although I am quite clear that he does not love me and we will not have a bright future. But these days I still find myself insane, I can't help myself thinking of him and yesterday I even dreamed of him. Yes, I admit I still can not get rid of my love immediately while rationally I know it is meaningless. Time cures everything. Perhaps, one month later, I will turn on a leaf and find myself relieved.
I know the decision made by both of us is beneficial to us two. Maybe after we change our roles, we'll be better and we can judge one another in a new horizon.