不想周末休息还上网处理工作邮件，

从前也有，但心态不一样了。

怀疑自己是不是真的变老了？

没热情了，没动力了

真有点厌倦了......

真不想上班了......

或许换个行业，

那又是什么呢？

还能做什么呢？

总结一下这大半年来的收获。。。

几番波折后终于进了自己梦寐以求的公司；

压力更大了，

信心减弱了，

记性差了，

脸上的痘痘多了，

老得速度快了，

...... ......

哎

还要这样多久呢？

I've decided to go on my blog travel on sina blog. I've been busy on moving this weekend and It is a big project and will take some time since there is no service to move from here to Sina for the time being. So, I'll have to depend on myself to move a little by a little. I started to write here since 2007 and it's almost four years. There left so many memories here and I still want to keep it. I won't move all to my new space. For some person and some thing I want to forget, I'll leave

Happy new year 2011!!!

It's been a long time not been here. Everthing looks so familiar to me here and I'm starting to hesitate if to keep this space or not. Today, I moved my MSN space content to Sina space since MSN space will be closed by March 17. The MSN space is the first space I owned due to one of my friend's introduction. That's the year of 2006 when I started my travel on space. It's been years. And then I moved here. And now I wa

I bought several clothes recently, some bought on line and some in store, which cost me a lot of money. One dress I bought in store made me feel a little uncomfortable, because it's a little expensive but actually not worth of that money. Although the style is not bad and fit for several seasons, I still feel guilty more or less. And I don't think I should buy dress at such rate during this period of time. I feel so sorry about this, so I decided not to wear this

I'm dying to see my photo album! If only I would get it this weekend, but I know the chance is not big, so will have to wait... with my patience, hehe~

Actually, I love each pic I picked out and I planned to take such kinda pic once a year at least. I will grasp the tail of my youth.

Yesterday, I had my birthday. And I received many blessi

I feel time is going very slowly today. I know the main reason is I have no much things to do. I don't know when I will get busy. It's impossible that the boss hired me for nothing but with pay. I'm not that kinda lucky person.I know that I'll have to wait with patience and to challenge my patience, but the process is painful. Hopefully, it would not be a long period of time. Otherwise, I would be crazy. I feel like I'm a puppet that could not speack, sitting in my seat quietly all day

Today I will be master of my emotions.
Henceforth, I will know that only those with inferior ability can always be at their best, and I am not inferior. There will be days When I must IN THE WORLD constantly struggle against forces which would tear me down. Those such as despair and sadness are simple to recognize but there are others which approach with a smile and the hand of friendship and they can also destroy me. Against them, too, I must never relinquish control-

If I

Today I will be master of my emotions.
The tides advance; the tides recede. Winter goes and summer comes. summer wanes and the cold increases. The sun rises; the sun sets. The moon is full; the moon is black. The birds arrive;the birds depart. Flowers bloom; flowers fade.Seeds are sown; harvests are reaped. all nature is a circle of moods and I am a part of nature and so,like the tides, my moods will rise; my moods will fall.

Today I will be master of my emotions.
It is

I started my new career life in CIL since last Mon (6/21). After one week's work in the new company, I've got familar with something, such as part of teammates, working procedure, company systems and etc. I like CIL's working environment. I still remember that when I went to CIL for the first time and I felt CIL is just like a palace and then it became one of my goals in 2009. Although I failed to achieve the goal last year and also felt depressed, finally I made it true this year! I wa

一个月以来着实发生了很多事情，有些事情是意料之中的，而有些事情也是意想不到的，感觉很戏剧化。可是生活就是这样的戏剧化，可不是吗？生活不就是活生生的一部戏吗？这一个月感觉经历了很多，太多的巧合，意外，还有变数，让我统统都遇到了，足足可以写一部书了。在经历了这么多之后，我还是原来的那个我，当然也希望自己在某些方面可以适当的改变一下，比如说遇事不要再那么冲动，对自己再多些信心。。。相信自己可以做得更好。

今天不用去上班，可还是习惯性地总想着去check email，但最后还是忍住了，因为我已经是个

很长一段时间不写，人就变懒了，这就是人的惰性，而我是典型。

很多次都想坐下来静静的在键盘上敲打出我的思绪，可每一次都懒惰了，或犹豫了，而今天有足够的时间让我在思绪的海洋中徜徉，让我就象现在这样静静的一直敲打着键盘......

五月十三日，我终于做出了选择，为了我的追求。因为来之不易，所以对自己的决定亦是如此坚定。之前，我无比兴奋过，但那一天，我泪流不止，只因为感动。那之后，我感觉有些人，有些话，很难去辨别它的真假，忽然觉得很可怕。而对于未来，也听说了种种不是，于是开始觉得彷徨。不

Finally, I achieved ...

今天没有等到我期待的电话,但也不算太失落, 因为已经不是第一次了,哈哈~ 但还是希望这次愿望能够成真!

昨天晚上真是让我着实地开心了一场~ 感谢J! 不管成败,都感谢你! 亲爱的J! 好想以后叫你JJ~ 真的没想到身边竟有一个这么关心我的人,真的很感动, 感动于那份真诚,真心和不记回报.

等待ing~

多多，想你了。。。

一直想着要给你写信，但总也没写。瞧我怎么变得这么懒？

心里想了很多次要买漂亮的信纸，再画一幅美丽的画送给你，

可到今天也没实现。

让这个想法在这个五一节成为现实吧。

miss you, my dear friend!

Wish everything is fine with you!