开学一个星期了。。我也快面临崩溃了。。
很多事情自己没亲身经历也许感触没那么多。我现在生活的地方根本都是外星人
住的地方。各种各样的人都有。你见过高考考538的却对自己的分数还一直耿耿于
怀的人吗？你见过高考英语考146的人，就因为没分进提高班而哭了一个晚上的人吗？
你见过一个女孩子能卧推80KG的人吗？你见过能360度扣篮的球员却只能打替补吗？你见过比我还高的女孩子吗？？你见过
肩膀比我还宽的女孩子吗？你见过肌肉比我发达的女孩子吗？你见过奥运会的明星。现在居然和我一个班级的学生吗？？
你见过中国游泳队主教练的儿子吗？你见过中国水球队主教练的女儿吗？你见过
中国体操队主教练的儿子吗？你见过奥运会乒乓第5名的人吗？？你见过刘国梁吗？？
哈哈。我都见过。
进了交大才发现。原来我球打那么臭。进了交大才发现。我读书好差。进了交大才发现。我读书好不用功啊。
进了交大才发现。我好没才华啊。进了交大才发现。我好废啊。进了交大才发现。我完全没优势。
进了交大才发现。老师还是高中的好！！进了交大才发现。竞争好残酷。进了交大才发现。有家真好。
进了交大才发现。妈妈烧的饭才是最好吃的。进了交大才发现。原来我懂的太少。进了交大才发现。
我还要很多要学。进了交大才发现。复旦中学的女生真的很好看。进了交大才发现。高中的教练是真的对我好！
进了交大才发现。原来复旦中学的领导讲话不是最长的。。
崩溃从开学典礼上领导3个小时的讲话开始。从第一节高等数学课开始蔓延。从第一节管理学课开始爆发。。
最后在第一次篮球训练中毁灭自己。。我真的是第一次发现我球打的那么差。。
我！！崩溃中！！！
最后送一首（至到我崩溃）

(in background during intro)
your left, your left, your left, right, left
your left, your left, your left, right, left
your left, your left, your left, right, left
your left, your left, your left, right, leftintro: sometimes you just feel tired, feel weak
when you feel weak, you feel like you just wanna just give up
but you gotta search within you, try and find that inner strength
and just pull that shit out of you, and get that motivation not to give up
and not be a quitter no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face.verse 1
till i collapse i'm spillin' these
raps long as you feel 'em
till the day that i drop you'll never say that i'm not killin''em
cuz when i am not, then i'ma stop pinnin' them and i am not
hip-hop and i'm not just eminem
subliminal thoughts, when i'ma stop sendin'
'em, women are caught in webs, spin 'em and hock venom
adrenaline shots of penicillin could not
get the illin' to stop, amoxacillin's just not real enough
the criminal cop killin' hip-hop villiana
minimal swap to cop millions of pac listeners
your comin' with me, feel it or not you're gonna fear it
like i showed ya the spirit of god lives in us
you hear it a lot lyrics to shock,
is it a miracle
or am i just a product of pop fizzin' up?
fa shizzel my wizzel, this is the plot
listen up,
you bizzels forgot slizzel does not give a ****

[nate dogg]
chorus: till the roof comes off,
till the lights go out
till my leg give out
can't shut my mouth
till the smoke clears out
and my high burn out
i'ma rip this shit till my bone collapse
till the roof comes off
till the lights go out
till my legs give out
can't shut my mouth
till the smoke clears out
am i high, perhaps?
i'ma rip this shit till my bone collapse

verse 2
music is like magic, theres a certain feelin'
you get when you're real,
and you spit and people are feelin' ya shit
this is your moment and every single minute
you spend trynna hold on to it
'cuz you may never get it again
so while you're in it try to get as much shit as you can
and when your run is over
just admit when it's at its end
'cuz i'm at the end of my wits with half the shit gets in
i got a list
here's the order of my list that it's in -
it goes reggie, jay-z, tupac and biggie
andre from outkast, jada, kurupt, nas and then me
but in this industry, i'm the cause of a lotta
envy
so when i'm not put on this list
the shit does not offend me
that's why you see me walkin' around like nothin's
botherin' me, even though half
you people gotta ****in' problem with me
you hate it but you know respect you got to
give me
the press' wet dream like
bobby and whitney
nate hit me

chorus (2x)
chorus: till the roof comes off,
till the lights go out
till my leg give out
can't shut my mouth
till the smoke clear